listen up...da truth - sunshine is taken.
aww...like whats new. shit happens.
but nope its not gonna get to me.
uh huh...i'm getting better at this aint i?
peiyee's gift made up for every grey areas.

u see...we were gonna 'act rich' for the day. (in the name of fun)
but then i couldnt lay hands on my mommy's diamond rings.
so peiyee got me an opal butterfly bracelet to accessorize with.
then she told me to keep it for good?!?!
since i loved it so much and since it didnt quite exactly fit her.
helen's my honey suckle.*slurp*

on the other arm, things between me and sh are kinda back on track?
he was pissed at me for something i'm not guilty of doing.
i feel so wronged.rahh.
things cleared up so no hard feelings i hope.

cant believe i spent my entire yester-afternoon with yang and benji 'talking dirty'.
but ben is sucha comedian lah.
kudos to that chap.
he does a roaring impersonation of da BIG 4 in satc.
watching ben's completely addictive.

so are dramas for real? i was once told dramas are the happenings in reality that's brought to the virtual world.
is that so?
probably it's yes to the bad and ugly and unfortunate aspects.
but i'm positive i'm missing out on the made believe fairytales.a hell lot.

today's episode of pride made me wanna cry.
that guy held on to his promise for 2 freaking years.
who would have thought that.
tell me how many sober guys these days can live up to that!

ahem.caught shooting stars cos i wanna see the absofuckinglutely adorable 'jack'.
he's gotta be my latest onscreen crush.
it turned out to be a decent episode u know.
simply hilarious.esp the mustafa part.
for once, there was a correlation.

here's a cheesy pick-up line for a good laugh.

"have you got plasters?"
"cos i injured my knees when i fell for you"

oh.my.goodness.

there's so much i wanna say.
angst.angst and more angst.
i was pissed at him..
but then who else to blame for it all but myself.
gosh.dont know what came over me.
damn...blame it on alcohol.
all in the name of fun as MMM puts it.yea probably.

grrr.
but then again...its helluva fun parrtaying with benji.
that guy is groovy.sexily groovy.
he's one hot diva lah.
great.now i have one more kaki up on my list!
and he lives how near me...yeah!
and i like it that he keeps me sane when i go wild and off =)

joanne's wedding was a nice cosy affair.
its like a mini chc service with that angmoh pastor i like.
oh Sunny styled my hair for the evening.romantic curls!
come december, i will embrace those curls.
sha and i were at the table with uncle lee han xiong hyde andrew and joseph.
i got to unravel what wolves with raging hormones those 3 musketeers really are.
they cracked me up like totally!
ahh...how i miss them so.
and alfredo's no longer with the team! shocking. and the 3 EPs contemplating to leave.
happening!

so its true that we will get to see the sunshine after the rain.
i just got news of my shai's recouncilation with botak.
sweet =)

thou i was one of those evil freak who talked her into a breakup then, not cos i want to see that happen but just cos i dont wanna see her down.
but hearing that they made up.i'm just really HAPPY.happy for her.
cos i know she's really serious about this guy.

wow.relationships come relationships go.
at this phase in life.i don't know WHAT nor WHERE relationships stands no more.
it seems to have become so 'comercialised and objectised' thus superficial.

but then again, thats the kinda adrenaline and kick that everyone's desiring for.
to be inside the heaven of that someone.
i fall in that category too.
love...feelings that feel the empty souls.

the maths test was a blown off.
gosh.we're thinking perfect scores.yeah babe! not a problem i think.
i seriously adore my lecturer, SYED.
he rocks my socks.

the way sunshineboy gushes over those freaky living dead dolls makes him ever more so endearing.
but damn.i think he's interested in mushroom! triplefucks.

its unbelievable that i 'talked' gay guy into dueting with me.
gosh i oughta stop terrorising peeps around me.ha
and i shall work my way with my fellow HALU fanatic too.

on a lighter note, i'm feeling more and more attached to teaching at st hilda's.
thou mischievous and all, the kids are simply lovely.
they sure do brighten up my day.
hearing them greeting "miss tan" and wishing me good day warms my heart a great deal.
i made them write random sentences and doodles of their favourite stuff today.
was in for a great surprise on what beautiful masterpieces these lil pri1s came up with.

at the parade ground, the familiar tune of the anthem sounded.
the students sang aloud with their hearts and souls.
i could literally see the vigorous movements of their uplifted shoulders and expanded ribcages.
haven heard 'majulah singapura' sang with such fiesty in eons.

i tried recalling if i sang the way they did 12 years back.
yeah i probably did.
suddenly emotions were greatly stirred.

always easily morphed into emo-mode in situations like that.
vivdly remembered when 'yue wu zhong zheng' was played during the anniversary celebration @ the esplanade...i teared uncontrollably.
sigh...guess i do miss the ol' school daze.

had an impulse to put down everything at hand and go with my heart.
to that unheard calling of becoming a noble teacher.
however...i know its almost near impossible.

the unbelievable happened.
one of those many cheap thrills in lectures.

plopped down next to sunshinebread.we exchanged our HI-s only after tea-break.
he took my caramel candy.
and i helped him to jot down notes.
hmm...*bliss*
if only everyday was like today.

i was near to specky in lecture.
why cant he freaking get his name down on his notes.
i know.cos of creeeps...like us! ha.
parapara, CG, OC, BML, GTO, KPK & co keeps my radar going ringring!

my tutee is so adorable.
that lil miss worrywart.
maybe being a teacher is really kinda fulfilling afterall.
well at least thats the gratification i get upon seeing that she enjoys my lesson.

imp got me cleo.
and for that i shall be nice and sign up for talent-time?
seriously contemplating.
rahh.nvm about that.
my weekend is here.
the fun awaits.tra-la-la!

new blog! like AGAIN.
ok this is for REAL.
i'm so gonna keep it going.

so...welcome onboard!

pretty pleased cos i made up everything on my own.
from the board to navigations to whatnots.
don't you think its PLAIN sweet.
all of it so reminds me of those dancing days...aww.
i've secretly wanted to become a ballerina again someday.

for the longest time
i can finally exclaim "i enjoy school!"
anyhow i'm lovin' life as it is now.
i'm constantly soaked in a state of euphoria.
prozac is working well in me.
but this is what life's all about isnt it?

1st test today.
it was quite a breeze.
not that i mugged hard.
but i managed to bluff my way thru'.
just crossing my fingers that those were intellectual crapping.

another breakthrough -- i washed the car for the 1st time.
so kind of me to help joa out huh.
she gave me the earrings that i psychoed her into buying thou.
somehow knew she'll give them to me eventually.
how schemeing huh.
her car is bling bling now!
carwashing service,anyone? lemme know!

had my weekly dosage of the blue scorpions.satiated.
what makes my ideal man.
halu's face.hirozaku's physique.tomonori's humour & assets.
no qualms on that.absolutely.
and did i mention i'm addicted to fullhouse?!?
gosh.han zhi-en is how pretty!!!

i'm so looking forward to my day of sunshine..whee!
not before i hydrate myself with some neutrogena fine fairness!