beautiful sunday.
went for a quickie with jo this morning!
the kinda adrenaline we get from the 'act fast grab fast' action is pretty quite shiokkk.
so we triumphantly spent 100plus in that short 2 hours.
purchases of the morning: 2 belts 1 top 1 xodus wedges
not bad not bad.

jo is pretty much a steady driver.
i think driving is good!
i gotta get my class 3 FAST!

pei yee is dating me to the halloween party at zouk tomm!!!
i'm thrilled...
she wants to COST-PLAY...
she's gonna be Witchy Yee...her cousin's playing fairie..
i think i'll be pammy the bunny?
i dont know...sososo cool!

mambo's revival last night.
zouk's walkway looks like an igloo now.
i dont like.
and the washrooms have got no taps?!?
what the hell right.
but all in all.
it was a great night.
partly cos...mr sunshine was there!!!
he lit the room!
oh and i finally got a ride in mmm's fun interesting tuscani.
nice car.

my friends told me they saw my dedication on mtv.
but i dont even know how to make a dedication.
so it was vanessa.
she did it on my behalf.sweet huh.
britney's someday.i like!
hmm.
the mystic guys have got complimentary tickets for me to halloween party @ momo's tomorrow.
but...i'm working.rah.

friends are asking me to zouk & indochine for halloween on monday.
and mambo again on wed?
this is hardcore action.
i needa prioritise!

18 nov come fast...!

sweetie pie jiaen bought me a packet full of candies and chocolates.
i really liked it.
i'm going out with my 2 lovelies JB and sunshine on deepavali.
something to look forward to.

life's never been better.
like what i've been telling everyone around me.
ever since school started.
i've been as happy as a lark.

now, i have no clue and i cant differentiatie if it has been heartfelt happiness or was it mere pretence.
i think i feel strongly for the former.or so i hope.

but it started to dawn upon me that these few months have been overwhelming.
ALOT have happened.
good bad happy sad.
but i hid them all in my bottles.
my bottles of woes.
at this point of time.
i'm feeling spaced out.

things are starting to take a toil on me.
i'm tired of pacifying.
sick of all those nonsense thats causing the gloominess.
where do they come from?
somebody tell me.
many a times i just wanna scream GET A LIFE!
but thats almost impossible.
i simply cant bring myself to utter those words.
its too much to see my closed ones bleed in pain.

thus...
only the monitor sees my tears.
only my blanket recognises the tears.



those were the BEST times.

where only love warmth laughter smiles and tears of joy exist.

i miss my dollies to bits and pieces...

restore me to that state of euphoria.

happyhappy monday.

met natalie at dover stop in the morning.
gosh this is as good as a cchs reunion.
anyhow the socio test was like DUH?!?
175 blanks to fill in.testing our speed huh.
and mr freako, one of our lecture mates.
smuggled his awfully adorable pup 'donut' to class.
his pup doesnt bark! just the kinda doggie i want!

ian's hairjob was pretty well done =)
and i got my fix for the day too.
saw my executive eye candy.
we had like a good 10s of eye contact.
my face went into spasm.
i was absolutely mortified.major embarrassment!!!
dammit!!! but still...he's like how cute!
and i saw 'quan yifeng' & hubby & daughter shopping @ EP.
i never knew that this is a favourite hangout for celebs.

oh yeah.
playing arcade late at night is really FUN.
i like bishi bashi time crisis and photo hunt.
but i really suck in all of them.
lost touch.
who's game for a game?!

i'm addicted to ICE-CREAM.
& am craving for fried MARS BARS.
last week i found out a fantastic place to shop for cosmetics.
you can try them on happily without having those irksome sales assistants glaring or bugging at you.
shai and i had a shiokening time applying mascara eyeliner nail varnish of manymany colors!! cheapcheap thirll! i like =)

shai planned a SURPRISE for me.brazilian wax.
thanks.i appreciate the effort.
but that was kinda overwhelming!
in case you're wondering.
i passed it.
wrong timing man!

went to catch deuce bigalow for the 2nd time last night.
with my fav boy of the moment! ha.
it was so impromptu.
i really didnt wanna see some boring 'sympathy for vengeance'?
hmm.i thought i laughed MUCH louder this time.

i really love FULL HOUSE.
always get me into the ultra dreamy mode after watching each episode.
i want a FULL HOUSE of my own!!

picture-so-perrfect

...abso-fucking-lutely w.a.s.t.e.d

<--10s to suicide-->



these laydees are how V-I-C-I-O-U-S !!!



my sweetheart (=

*smOOOackiess*

what's there darlin'..?
totally HONEYed up

pretty martini

the ARHtists @ work


shai's SLEEPdriving... thank gawd we're still in 1 piece.phew!


i havent touched the alcohol... uh now u know =)


pammie's lynnie!!
wiped out.. *slurp*

my birthday was a BLAST!!!
love hugs and kisses to all who gave me such a fantabulous time.

caught a show and had ice cream with jarone in the noon
some really sweet gift he got for me.
swensen's with mystic guys in the night.thereafter we hopped down to cocolatte...and then back to yang's cosy fuzzy office for more booze.

shai picked me up in the morning to laguna's for some sunshine.whee.
then i had sakae lunch with mommy and it was dinner with MY FAV GIRLS.
economical 'zi char' was satisfying and mama mia good!
we chilled out at 'color' over rounds of martini margarita table soccer and 'san-liu-jiu'!
the girls sang a LOUD happy birthday for me.
they made me sososo happy.
some nice chaps treated me to a few rounds of whiskey and the owner summed up my night with the '10s to suicide'.
boy was it fiery.

i spent the entire birthDAY with the loveliest sisters i've got.
we went on a massive shopping spree and had a feast for dinner.
but those fucking cats snapped our appetites like totally.
wanted to chill at cityspace.but it was FULL HOUSE?!
so then we settled for ice cream at gelare's.
they bought me the rose quartz toggle.i heart jo & ju!

moments with my loved ones are always the best times.
am enjoying every minute of being 20.
*bliss*

i'm lusting for...

pink samsung E530
ipod nano
canon ixus cam
shopping vouchers
new specs
crumpler bag
spa retreats
my pilot Dr Grip pink pencil that's gone missing.
more flip flops & flip flops & heels?
salon voucher
handbags
HUGE pretty earrings' holder
SURPRISES
strawberry shortcake

ohmy.i did it!
cant believe i happily sang that song just like that.
well.wasnt fantastic but at least i didnt screw up.

my birthday week is here!
gosh i'm pretty damn thrilled.
there's so many friends and loved ones i wanna celebrate this special occasion with.
if only everyone knew each other and i can have everyone party together.
priorities.choices.decisions.i detest this.
its supposed to be a happyhappy time.
oh what about my macs party!?!

ok so the 1st leg of celebration for princess pam kicks off on thurs night.
and my schedule is packed all the way till sat night.
exhilarating.gee.

read up postings.
so much rantings on how friends have changed or how they've been neglected.how they feel their concerns are not reciprocated.

i hope i do not fall into any of the above categories.
many have the misconception that i do not bother about the people around me.
but fact is i REALLY DO.
i care alot of how my friends feel.i'll surprise them with lil presents.i'll tell them silly jokes.i like to bring a smile to their faces.and hear them coo "so sweeeet..."

my friends are on my mind more often than they know.
like i actually do think of them during random times in the day.
wondering how they are and all.
its just that i do not justify my thoughts with my actions.
u'll say, 'how the hell would i know if u dont show it?'
well, thats actually an issue i've been trying to work out.

having been with me for long, my buds know how i work in relationships.
i guess they've grown used to that.they understand...or so i hope.
this is where the fine line between my close and ordinary friends is drawn.

of course i still need the assurance.
and i'll also offer the assurance from time to time when i do a reality check.
like times when i read about my best friend's ramblings.
i'll be like, 'is that me she's talking about me?'
it gets me uptight and insecure.
thats when it dawned on me that maybe i haven really spoken to her in too long.
and its time i give her a buzz.

yes.thou my friends can be accomodating and all.
but i'm aware these things cannot be taken for granted.
so i make sure i get the act in control.

like how shai and i have managed to come to a compromise and work out our friendship to a higher level.
where both of us feel comfortable.
and i sure like it that way =)

now u get a clearer picture of the friend i am?
say u do.

for the first time.i thought i got drunk.or maybe not.just slightly tipsy.
the world was spinning.
hey i think i appreciate tequila shots more so now.
o'bar is a nice place to chill.
hmm.i'll bring my girls there sometime.

i hope i see sunshine in my shop...laaalaa

benji brought me to the premiere of 40-year-old virgin.sweet.
its a must see for all the horny bitches out there.
girls.think masturbating with the showerhead.ewww.
and one thing to note.don't name your girl GINA!
all in all the show is uber hilarious.
it was a good work out for my diaphragm.
and i had just about the perfect company =)

it rained pussies and bitches.LOL

jacqui said our handouts are excellent...an excellent presentation albeit tied down with time constraint...
but still it was EXCELLENT!
she literally praised us to the skies.
we were the only group that she commended.
yeah! 'yumm seng...Group E'

so much for the panic modes and all.
well yes i did put in effort, and i took PRIDE in my work.
guess it paid off.
and did i mention i got back my maths test already?
FULL MARKS.
like when was the last time i got perfect score for any test or exams man.
great booster for my morale indeed.

things are sailing smoothly.hope i do keep up to the momentum.

day of sunshine tomm.i like.

day 1: sold a pair of crystal earrings at freaking 9pm!
damn ecstatic...its a good start dont u think?

think dangly chandelier? big chunky vavavoom earrings? colorful bikinis, funky flip flops and cute mini handbags!!!
you can find it all in EveryWoman..
all you girlies out there, do come by and patronize k...i can offer u a smashing discount!

attended the wake of a dear friend's dad.
she appeared calm and composed.
but i guess nobody knows the inner emotional battles that she's going through.
the tears that she's trying hard to fight back.

i uttered some nonsense as usual.
i cant explain my behaviour each time i'm caught in some uneasy circumstances.
my actions do not speak how i feel.they absolutely do not.
i cant comprehend that.

the only rational way to see it today...is that probably i've been through what she's going through.
i know exactly whats its like.
nothing anyone say will help.
no words can alleviate that pain.
its gonna hurt alot.no matter what.

i wanna console her.to make her feel loved.
but i couldnt bring myself to do it.
wanted very much to hug her tight.
but feared that my actions will induce tears.

that was what happened when my friends hugged me then.
it has been 7 years.
everything still seem so surreal.
at times i almost felt like he's still here with me.
i missed him alot alot...

oh my.i just came back from some 3hrs plus shopping at...MUSTAFA!
you wouldnt believe it.but that place is happening.
its like singapore's MBK.damn HUGE and things aplenty.
from household appliances to electrical appliances to apparels to grocery..u name it they have it.

i realise i really like checking out the refrigerators and toasters and crockery and whatnots.
and the supermarket section is my absolute favourite.
i'm a closet house maker.ha
jo and me went hysterical when we saw the caramel pudding that we always drool over in those taiwan game shows!

so now we know where to shop at an unearthly hour on the weekend...
wouldnt it be nice to shop down aisles and aisles of grocery racks with your loved ones at 1am?
thereafter pop over to swee choon for some piping hot tim sum...hmm*