day 1: sold a pair of crystal earrings at freaking 9pm!
damn ecstatic...its a good start dont u think?

think dangly chandelier? big chunky vavavoom earrings? colorful bikinis, funky flip flops and cute mini handbags!!!
you can find it all in EveryWoman..
all you girlies out there, do come by and patronize k...i can offer u a smashing discount!

attended the wake of a dear friend's dad.
she appeared calm and composed.
but i guess nobody knows the inner emotional battles that she's going through.
the tears that she's trying hard to fight back.

i uttered some nonsense as usual.
i cant explain my behaviour each time i'm caught in some uneasy circumstances.
my actions do not speak how i feel.they absolutely do not.
i cant comprehend that.

the only rational way to see it today...is that probably i've been through what she's going through.
i know exactly whats its like.
nothing anyone say will help.
no words can alleviate that pain.
its gonna hurt alot.no matter what.

i wanna console her.to make her feel loved.
but i couldnt bring myself to do it.
wanted very much to hug her tight.
but feared that my actions will induce tears.

that was what happened when my friends hugged me then.
it has been 7 years.
everything still seem so surreal.
at times i almost felt like he's still here with me.
i missed him alot alot...