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9.5.08

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, another chance, another walk with him
I’d play a song that would never ever end
Cause I’d love love love
To dance with my father again


Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream






So marks the 10th year today.
The pain that has been etched a decade then.



My once perfect and sheltered life was torn the moment you left.


I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor



You know, it still feels so surreal.
Many a times I'll be wondering where you'd gone to.
If you're really leading another life somewhere.
And then I'll find myself weeping silently.
Cos I know you've gone so far away.
Much as I miss you.
I havent the courage to browse through the photo albums.
To be reminded of the harsh reality.



I know you're watching over us.
I know you do hear our prayers.
And I know...



You'll never be forgotten.
Never will be.


sparkle in glamorous divine Friday, May 09, 2008





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